Playing the waiting game

Patience is something that I have a hard time with sometimes, when I want something I generally want it right now.

I am waiting on some big news. It could either be good or bad, and either way I just want to know. Now.

I keep staring at my phone, willing it to ring. Like if I keep my eye on it the number I want will pop up and I will stop dreaming about this phone call, thinking about it all hours of the day, getting anxiety over it…obsessing over it.

I am going to try my best to keep distracting myself and reminding myself that things always happen to you in life for a reason. But wouldn’t it be great if they worked out in your favor for a reason?

Come on phone, ring! Ring already!!!

Coffee isn’t helping.